crystal_clear: (Default)
2017-07-06 12:03 pm
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What Am I Doing with My Life

What, just WHAT.

Why am I on youtube, reminiscing the good old music from yore and exploring some fresh songvids...

...when I should be studying the eff out.

DEAR GOD HELP.

If this ain't an SOS then I don't know what is.
crystal_clear: (Kamui - forgotten)
2017-07-06 09:25 am
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Meh

In some aspects of my life...it's like it's jinxed so bad.

Sigh.

God Help me.
crystal_clear: (Default)
2017-05-20 04:07 pm

Sigh of Relief

1. Glad my updating my OS went breezily. So far.

Now the idea of a MacBook Air sounds more and more like a mere temptation.

...Although, to be honest, I much preferred how Snow Leopard looks...

2. Also, hello new workplace next month!

Will that signify the birth of a new and hopefully improved me?

...Heaven Knows.
crystal_clear: (jusis)
2017-05-13 01:19 am

Never 100%

1. Self proclaimed Apple fangirl here. And I have to say that Apple sucks at times. Not most of the time, but a close 50% of the time.

The bluetooth is wholly unreliable. MIght as well get that feature out but no...they abolished the earphone jack instead for their iPhone 7.

Synching using itunes - and ONLY itunes - is, for the lack of better word, restrictive. And it's not just the music transfer, mind you - but everything including your PDF files?

And now I can't even sync my phones.

At all.

Goddamnit.

2. Dangerously drowning in Bravely Second.

I love turn-based combat. So what if it's incredibly outdated and unrealistic? At least you control ALL of your characters.

3. Dangerously tempted to resurrect my Steam account ever since they have Trails of the Sky III.

4. As for real life...I'm finally a postgraduate student.

Yay me(?).

This means less gaming, less playing around...

...and more getting stressed out.

Hope I'm just exaggerating but hey...people seldom change.
crystal_clear: blindfolded Riku (Riku of Kingdom Hearts)
2017-04-24 08:35 pm

Proofs that I Don't Act My Age

So I actually went ahead and purchased the New Nintendo 3DS XL Fire Emblem Special Edition because I found one for a good price. It took several days of contemplation, but it's done.

Never mind that now I'm toiling with the search for the possibly near extinct Xenoblade Chronicles 3DS.

Sold out everywhere. Goodness gracious.

What does the purchase of another gaming media mean? Probably that my dream of getting Persona 5, FFXV and maybe Tales of Berseria will take a backseat for an indeterminate time.

I'll definitely get Trails of Cold Steel III once it comes out. FFXII - out this July - highly likely.

If I'm ever joining the PC Master Race in the future - at the rate I'm going right now, who can tell? - then it automatically means getting the localised Trails in the Sky's third part.

My poor, poor wallet.
crystal_clear: (kara no kyoukai)
2017-04-18 11:15 pm
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How

How do you persevere when the world is against you?

How do you pull through when everything just falls flat?
crystal_clear: (Kamui - forgotten)
2017-04-01 10:49 pm
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Down

I'm seriously starting to hate everything.

The world fucking sucks.

Forgive me, God, for I sound like an ingrate.
crystal_clear: (Kamui - forgotten)
2017-02-25 09:02 pm
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Itta Hazu Da

I've actually said it out loud

"I have no friends."

To which the response was, "There are seven billion people in the world--"

"And I'm still single."

Badum tsss.

It stings. So bad.

The world sucks, end of story. My life sucks too, but not as bad as the world itself.

...I think.
crystal_clear: (sherlock/john - arguing with doctor)
2017-02-21 08:34 pm
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Stuck

"Bad things happen. And the human brain is especially adept at making sure that we keep track of these events. This is an adaptive mechanism important for survival" ~David Perlmutter

How do you know if it's time to move on, or to continue to fight?

Because I can't work under a dictators. Correction: Dictators with a capital D.

Because they can be dickheads as well.

Honestly, I don't know.
crystal_clear: (jusis)
2017-02-06 10:28 pm
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Untitled #13

I swear, fools are overriding this world. Or my workplace, at least.

Is it any wonder that I blow my top only too easily these days?

These buggers are just so...hopeless.

They will be the death of me.
crystal_clear: (sherlock/john - arguing with doctor)
2017-01-25 11:20 pm
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Untitled #12

Meh.

It's vexing how life's choices seem to be all at once limited the moment you reach a certain age.

When one's working habits - already forming one's entire gamut - is both a blessing and a curse. Mediocrity is punishment by itself.

And yet all the disruptions still ruffle one's feathers, perhaps even more so compared to days of yore.

The perks are now intangible.

Does one throw in the towel? Or does one stay for another round and fight?

What if it's a losing battle?
crystal_clear: (holmes/watson 2009 - amble)
2017-01-19 07:04 pm
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Do Want

1. New Fire Emblem for the 3DS? Even for somebody who has never owned a Nintendo system, it sounds so damned tempting.

Hopefully the price will go down once the Switch comes out.

2. Not too tempted to get FFXV. For now.

3. I suck at cosplay. Even when it's improvised cosplay.

4. I've said it once, and I'll say it again: Star Wars is terribly overrated.

I should probably change the name of this blog to #unpopularopinion soon.
crystal_clear: (Default)
2016-12-17 06:08 pm
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Meh

I'm a disappointment, even to myself.

God Help me.
crystal_clear: (Kamui - forgotten)
2016-12-10 08:28 pm
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Untitled #11

It's getting too obvious that my laziness knows no bounds. I can't even be bothered to think of a proper title for a stupid blog post!

It's scary what obsession can make people do.

It's incomprehensible how people can just not learn from their past mistakes (I'm looking at myself here, fml).

Argh.
crystal_clear: (jusis)
2016-11-22 04:52 pm
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Untitled #10

1. Trying my best to suppress my desire to watch Fantastic Beasts. Exams are just around the corner and I'm still slacking and procrastinating...

2. I tend to overspend these days. And overeat. FML.
crystal_clear: (Default)
2016-11-12 10:40 pm
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Untitled #9

1. Sometimes I'm too stubborn for my own good.

But how can I be faulted of being reactive when the people around me are practically asking for it?

2. It's just not fun anymore.

I wonder if it is still worth fighting for...

3. I just...fml.
crystal_clear: Tifa of FFVII (Tifa)
2016-11-08 09:12 pm
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Humanity Has Fallen

Unoriginal title, I know.

It truly sends me into a deep devastation how the world is having an increased number of bad people around.

Those knaves who seek to cheat the unsuspecting, naive victims.

The wicked who finds pleasure in other people's pain and suffering.

They probably don't deserve to live.
crystal_clear: (Default)
2016-10-27 07:00 pm

Time is Running Out

1. Less than 2 months before the exams. OMG.

And here I am still wasting time.

2. Doctor Strange was awesome. Slightly predictable, but still awesome. Like a roller-coaster ride. Had some Inception vibes as well.

...Yes, that was my fangirl bias talking. But it was still awesome.

And I understand the anguish of not being addressed using one's proper credentials. Pfft!
crystal_clear: (Default)
2016-10-21 11:12 pm

Untitled #8

1. So I tried the World of Final Fantasy Dungeon Demo.

It was...painfully average. I dig the turn based aspect, but the stacking and unstacking of your playable characters? The pokemon gotta-catch-'em-all mirages...

Here's to hoping that the preorder bonus will be worth the wait.

2. I swear, my hospital is mostly run by idiots. And there is some contribution in the form of "primary team specialists" in that band of idiots.

Professionalism is dying, and so's mine. Because unfortunately, there's no way I can maintain my composure being surrounded by these buggers.

I'm sorry I can't be the better one in all this shyte.

3. I have another addition to my long list of unhealthy obsessions.

The housecat.

...I'm turning into your typical single old lady stereotype. Goddamnit.
crystal_clear: (Look)
2016-10-16 11:41 pm
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Untitled #7

1. They say good things come to those who wait,

They also say that patience is a virtue.

...I really need to keep myself in check.

2. My memory fails me way too often these days, it's both troublesome and terrifying.