crystal_clear: (kara no kyoukai)
2017-09-07 10:02 pm
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What Am I Doing with My Life #3

I get distracted too easily that it must be pathological.

It's not like I have either all the time in the world or the brain of a genius.

Postcall hangover + teethache...bad combination.
crystal_clear: (Kamui - forgotten)
2017-08-15 09:12 pm

Y tho

Why is it that I seem to f*ck everything that I do at work?
crystal_clear: (Look)
2017-07-31 09:35 pm
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I (Still) Hate (Most) People

I swear, people are insufferable.

I wonder where do they keep their gigantic ego.

When I can feel gastritis acting up in response to these buggers, it just shows that it's just too much already.

I know I should not be affected, but my body just refuses to listen to my rational thinking, goddamnit!
crystal_clear: (Default)
2017-07-29 02:26 pm

What Am I Doing with My Life #2

Rekindling my love for past hobbies, reliving the nostalgia.

...It does help to lighten up my stress to some extent, but there's still the risk of falling in too deep.
crystal_clear: (Default)
2017-07-06 12:03 pm
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What Am I Doing with My Life

What, just WHAT.

Why am I on youtube, reminiscing the good old music from yore and exploring some fresh songvids...

...when I should be studying the eff out.

DEAR GOD HELP.

If this ain't an SOS then I don't know what is.
crystal_clear: (Kamui - forgotten)
2017-07-06 09:25 am
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Meh

In some aspects of my life...it's like it's jinxed so bad.

Sigh.

God Help me.
crystal_clear: (Default)
2017-05-20 04:07 pm

Sigh of Relief

1. Glad my updating my OS went breezily. So far.

Now the idea of a MacBook Air sounds more and more like a mere temptation.

...Although, to be honest, I much preferred how Snow Leopard looks...

2. Also, hello new workplace next month!

Will that signify the birth of a new and hopefully improved me?

...Heaven Knows.
crystal_clear: (jusis)
2017-05-13 01:19 am

Never 100%

1. Self proclaimed Apple fangirl here. And I have to say that Apple sucks at times. Not most of the time, but a close 50% of the time.

The bluetooth is wholly unreliable. MIght as well get that feature out but no...they abolished the earphone jack instead for their iPhone 7.

Synching using itunes - and ONLY itunes - is, for the lack of better word, restrictive. And it's not just the music transfer, mind you - but everything including your PDF files?

And now I can't even sync my phones.

At all.

Goddamnit.

2. Dangerously drowning in Bravely Second.

I love turn-based combat. So what if it's incredibly outdated and unrealistic? At least you control ALL of your characters.

3. Dangerously tempted to resurrect my Steam account ever since they have Trails of the Sky III.

4. As for real life...I'm finally a postgraduate student.

Yay me(?).

This means less gaming, less playing around...

...and more getting stressed out.

Hope I'm just exaggerating but hey...people seldom change.
crystal_clear: blindfolded Riku (Riku of Kingdom Hearts)
2017-04-24 08:35 pm

Proofs that I Don't Act My Age

So I actually went ahead and purchased the New Nintendo 3DS XL Fire Emblem Special Edition because I found one for a good price. It took several days of contemplation, but it's done.

Never mind that now I'm toiling with the search for the possibly near extinct Xenoblade Chronicles 3DS.

Sold out everywhere. Goodness gracious.

What does the purchase of another gaming media mean? Probably that my dream of getting Persona 5, FFXV and maybe Tales of Berseria will take a backseat for an indeterminate time.

I'll definitely get Trails of Cold Steel III once it comes out. FFXII - out this July - highly likely.

If I'm ever joining the PC Master Race in the future - at the rate I'm going right now, who can tell? - then it automatically means getting the localised Trails in the Sky's third part.

My poor, poor wallet.
crystal_clear: (kara no kyoukai)
2017-04-18 11:15 pm
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How

How do you persevere when the world is against you?

How do you pull through when everything just falls flat?
crystal_clear: (Kamui - forgotten)
2017-04-01 10:49 pm
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Down

I'm seriously starting to hate everything.

The world fucking sucks.

Forgive me, God, for I sound like an ingrate.
crystal_clear: (Kamui - forgotten)
2017-02-25 09:02 pm
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Itta Hazu Da

I've actually said it out loud

"I have no friends."

To which the response was, "There are seven billion people in the world--"

"And I'm still single."

Badum tsss.

It stings. So bad.

The world sucks, end of story. My life sucks too, but not as bad as the world itself.

...I think.
crystal_clear: (sherlock/john - arguing with doctor)
2017-02-21 08:34 pm
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Stuck

"Bad things happen. And the human brain is especially adept at making sure that we keep track of these events. This is an adaptive mechanism important for survival" ~David Perlmutter

How do you know if it's time to move on, or to continue to fight?

Because I can't work under a dictators. Correction: Dictators with a capital D.

Because they can be dickheads as well.

Honestly, I don't know.
crystal_clear: (jusis)
2017-02-06 10:28 pm
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Untitled #13

I swear, fools are overriding this world. Or my workplace, at least.

Is it any wonder that I blow my top only too easily these days?

These buggers are just so...hopeless.

They will be the death of me.
crystal_clear: (sherlock/john - arguing with doctor)
2017-01-25 11:20 pm
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Untitled #12

Meh.

It's vexing how life's choices seem to be all at once limited the moment you reach a certain age.

When one's working habits - already forming one's entire gamut - is both a blessing and a curse. Mediocrity is punishment by itself.

And yet all the disruptions still ruffle one's feathers, perhaps even more so compared to days of yore.

The perks are now intangible.

Does one throw in the towel? Or does one stay for another round and fight?

What if it's a losing battle?
crystal_clear: (holmes/watson 2009 - amble)
2017-01-19 07:04 pm
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Do Want

1. New Fire Emblem for the 3DS? Even for somebody who has never owned a Nintendo system, it sounds so damned tempting.

Hopefully the price will go down once the Switch comes out.

2. Not too tempted to get FFXV. For now.

3. I suck at cosplay. Even when it's improvised cosplay.

4. I've said it once, and I'll say it again: Star Wars is terribly overrated.

I should probably change the name of this blog to #unpopularopinion soon.
crystal_clear: (Default)
2016-12-17 06:08 pm
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Meh

I'm a disappointment, even to myself.

God Help me.
crystal_clear: (Kamui - forgotten)
2016-12-10 08:28 pm
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Untitled #11

It's getting too obvious that my laziness knows no bounds. I can't even be bothered to think of a proper title for a stupid blog post!

It's scary what obsession can make people do.

It's incomprehensible how people can just not learn from their past mistakes (I'm looking at myself here, fml).

Argh.
crystal_clear: (jusis)
2016-11-22 04:52 pm
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Untitled #10

1. Trying my best to suppress my desire to watch Fantastic Beasts. Exams are just around the corner and I'm still slacking and procrastinating...

2. I tend to overspend these days. And overeat. FML.
crystal_clear: (Default)
2016-11-12 10:40 pm
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Untitled #9

1. Sometimes I'm too stubborn for my own good.

But how can I be faulted of being reactive when the people around me are practically asking for it?

2. It's just not fun anymore.

I wonder if it is still worth fighting for...

3. I just...fml.