Apr. 1st, 2017 10:49 pm
crystal_clear: (Kamui - forgotten)
I'm seriously starting to hate everything.

The world fucking sucks.

Forgive me, God, for I sound like an ingrate.
crystal_clear: (Kamui - forgotten)
I've actually said it out loud

"I have no friends."

To which the response was, "There are seven billion people in the world--"

"And I'm still single."

Badum tsss.

It stings. So bad.

The world sucks, end of story. My life sucks too, but not as bad as the world itself.

...I think.
crystal_clear: (sherlock/john - arguing with doctor)

It's vexing how life's choices seem to be all at once limited the moment you reach a certain age.

When one's working habits - already forming one's entire gamut - is both a blessing and a curse. Mediocrity is punishment by itself.

And yet all the disruptions still ruffle one's feathers, perhaps even more so compared to days of yore.

The perks are now intangible.

Does one throw in the towel? Or does one stay for another round and fight?

What if it's a losing battle?
crystal_clear: (Default)
1. Sometimes I'm too stubborn for my own good.

But how can I be faulted of being reactive when the people around me are practically asking for it?

2. It's just not fun anymore.

I wonder if it is still worth fighting for...

3. I just...fml.
crystal_clear: Tifa of FFVII (Tifa)
Unoriginal title, I know.

It truly sends me into a deep devastation how the world is having an increased number of bad people around.

Those knaves who seek to cheat the unsuspecting, naive victims.

The wicked who finds pleasure in other people's pain and suffering.

They probably don't deserve to live.
crystal_clear: (kara no kyoukai)
1. ...I find that the place sucks.

More specifically, my workplaces suck. Even my university was less than spectacular, all things considered - although there are some positive outcomes from that.

How are we expected to work when our resources are severely depleted?

And yet my superiors only want to increase our burden. Damn it all.

2. As a direct sequelae of the above...does this mean I need to cut my spending short?

Because finding an alternative source of income seems near impossible at this point.

Leaving is an option. But what place would welcome an insignificant morsel such as myself?
crystal_clear: blindfolded Riku (Riku of Kingdom Hearts)
There's a saying: That a man can do any amount of work, as long as it's not the work that he's supposed to be doing at the moment.

Time is running out, and yet I am still procrastinating.

Perhaps I am the one without insight. And yet I need this bad, so freakin' bad.


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