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Aug. 15th, 2017 09:12 pm
crystal_clear: (Kamui - forgotten)
Why is it that I seem to f*ck everything that I do at work?
crystal_clear: (Look)
I swear, people are insufferable.

I wonder where do they keep their gigantic ego.

When I can feel gastritis acting up in response to these buggers, it just shows that it's just too much already.

I know I should not be affected, but my body just refuses to listen to my rational thinking, goddamnit!


Apr. 1st, 2017 10:49 pm
crystal_clear: (Kamui - forgotten)
I'm seriously starting to hate everything.

The world fucking sucks.

Forgive me, God, for I sound like an ingrate.
crystal_clear: (Kamui - forgotten)
I've actually said it out loud

"I have no friends."

To which the response was, "There are seven billion people in the world--"

"And I'm still single."

Badum tsss.

It stings. So bad.

The world sucks, end of story. My life sucks too, but not as bad as the world itself.

...I think.


Feb. 21st, 2017 08:34 pm
crystal_clear: (sherlock/john - arguing with doctor)
"Bad things happen. And the human brain is especially adept at making sure that we keep track of these events. This is an adaptive mechanism important for survival" ~David Perlmutter

How do you know if it's time to move on, or to continue to fight?

Because I can't work under a dictators. Correction: Dictators with a capital D.

Because they can be dickheads as well.

Honestly, I don't know.
crystal_clear: (sherlock/john - arguing with doctor)

It's vexing how life's choices seem to be all at once limited the moment you reach a certain age.

When one's working habits - already forming one's entire gamut - is both a blessing and a curse. Mediocrity is punishment by itself.

And yet all the disruptions still ruffle one's feathers, perhaps even more so compared to days of yore.

The perks are now intangible.

Does one throw in the towel? Or does one stay for another round and fight?

What if it's a losing battle?
crystal_clear: (Default)
1. Sometimes I'm too stubborn for my own good.

But how can I be faulted of being reactive when the people around me are practically asking for it?

2. It's just not fun anymore.

I wonder if it is still worth fighting for...

3. I just...fml.


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