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Apr. 1st, 2017 10:49 pm
crystal_clear: (Kamui - forgotten)
I'm seriously starting to hate everything.

The world fucking sucks.

Forgive me, God, for I sound like an ingrate.
crystal_clear: (Kamui - forgotten)
I've actually said it out loud

"I have no friends."

To which the response was, "There are seven billion people in the world--"

"And I'm still single."

Badum tsss.

It stings. So bad.

The world sucks, end of story. My life sucks too, but not as bad as the world itself.

...I think.

Stuck

Feb. 21st, 2017 08:34 pm
crystal_clear: (sherlock/john - arguing with doctor)
"Bad things happen. And the human brain is especially adept at making sure that we keep track of these events. This is an adaptive mechanism important for survival" ~David Perlmutter

How do you know if it's time to move on, or to continue to fight?

Because I can't work under a dictators. Correction: Dictators with a capital D.

Because they can be dickheads as well.

Honestly, I don't know.
crystal_clear: (sherlock/john - arguing with doctor)
Meh.

It's vexing how life's choices seem to be all at once limited the moment you reach a certain age.

When one's working habits - already forming one's entire gamut - is both a blessing and a curse. Mediocrity is punishment by itself.

And yet all the disruptions still ruffle one's feathers, perhaps even more so compared to days of yore.

The perks are now intangible.

Does one throw in the towel? Or does one stay for another round and fight?

What if it's a losing battle?
crystal_clear: (Default)
1. Sometimes I'm too stubborn for my own good.

But how can I be faulted of being reactive when the people around me are practically asking for it?

2. It's just not fun anymore.

I wonder if it is still worth fighting for...

3. I just...fml.
crystal_clear: Tifa of FFVII (Tifa)
Unoriginal title, I know.

It truly sends me into a deep devastation how the world is having an increased number of bad people around.

Those knaves who seek to cheat the unsuspecting, naive victims.

The wicked who finds pleasure in other people's pain and suffering.

They probably don't deserve to live.
crystal_clear: (Default)
1. So I tried the World of Final Fantasy Dungeon Demo.

It was...painfully average. I dig the turn based aspect, but the stacking and unstacking of your playable characters? The pokemon gotta-catch-'em-all mirages...

Here's to hoping that the preorder bonus will be worth the wait.

2. I swear, my hospital is mostly run by idiots. And there is some contribution in the form of "primary team specialists" in that band of idiots.

Professionalism is dying, and so's mine. Because unfortunately, there's no way I can maintain my composure being surrounded by these buggers.

I'm sorry I can't be the better one in all this shyte.

3. I have another addition to my long list of unhealthy obsessions.

The housecat.

...I'm turning into your typical single old lady stereotype. Goddamnit.

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