FML

Dec. 11th, 2015 10:36 pm
crystal_clear: (kara no kyoukai)
Not to be a sourpuss (...), but there's too much of Star Wars hype all around.

Don't get me wrong; I was once a moderate fan, back when I was still young and thought that Luke Skywalker was kinda cute. The plot was, however, to me incredibly predictable (or maybe I'm too Genre Savvy now). I didn't like Darth Vader much, but will grudgingly admit that lightsabres are pretty cool.

Maybe I just don't like the betrayals and stuff. And the great distinction between the light and dark side, being an ardent fan of Gray and Grey Morality (trope!).

Yeah. I really should get back to studying. I'm way behind anyway.

Bah.

Really.

Dec. 2nd, 2015 10:59 pm
crystal_clear: (frown)
Some people just don't act their age. Too childish, too stubborn for their own good.

So grow the eff up. For real.

Good Lord, the world is really going to the dogs.
crystal_clear: (Kamui - forgotten)

Maybe it's easier to lead life thinking that people just don't care for you as much as you hoped/expected them to.

It reduces your reliance on them, and it's better than getting your hopes all crushed into tiny pieces.

And forget about changing other people. You know that even changing yourself doesn't come easy, so what makes you think that other people will change themselves? Especially when it's human nature to blame everything else but themselves - even when it's clearly that they're the ones in the wrong.

Also...other people have their own lives to lead. As if they'll bother with yours so much...

At the end of the day, it's just you against the world. You're the only one you can always count on to be there with you...whether or not you will act accordingly is still, after all, up to you.

crystal_clear: (kara no kyoukai)
Yeah. Again, it's the exam seasons. Is it just me or are we having just too many of them exams!?

But anyhow. Can I panic now? Or should I just forget about my habits and opt for something a bit different - this thing people call "optimism"?

...Or maybe I'll just still to my indifference. I'm getting good at that when the time is right, after all. Pfft.

And, about the still unresolved matters of the heart - I say "Sod it!". Because I sure as hell deserve better - much better than you miserable lot! - and if it takes me a bit later to get what I truly deserve, so be it. You guys don't deserve the awesomeness that is me anyway. We're worlds apart, ha!

So why should I settle for miserable morsels when I probably have a full course, luxurious gourmet waiting for me up ahead?

Darn right!
crystal_clear: blindfolded Riku (Riku of Kingdom Hearts)
1. I've had enough of being extra nice to people. Now I'll just be the way it's easiest for me, and if some people want to sulk and make me the villain, then like, whatever. Because all I did was to highlight that life is not a bed of roses and that it's utterly not proactive to just complain instead of trying to intervene prior to the complaining bit.
I've enough problems of my own, so if said person wants to burden herself with this rubbish, then so be it. I'm not going to let myself suffer just because I said the truth.
So yeah. Bring it on.

2. December already, OMG!

3. Thank God they made it safely back home. Yeah.

crystal_clear: (Default)
  1. I don't like persistent people who just don't seem to care about other people. I just don't.

  2. I just realised that I kind of hate the juniors. Uncouth people. Hmph.

  3. Perhaps, deep down, everyone is selfish in his or her own way. Could I hold on to this conviction as canon?
  4. It's tiring, feeling like a martyr day in and day out. Why do I keep doing it, then? Does it stem from this irritating "holier-than-thou" attitude? Or is it just ego?

  5. Indeed, within every hardship there is ease. It just depends if you can actually find and pave your way through it.There is no time. While I'm busy drowning in my angst, those people have already moved on. I can hardly give them that advantage, can I? It just ain't right, especially after how they crushed my feelings, my hopes.Maybe a friend was right when she remarked that I'm a lone ranger. But maybe - just maybe - I can turn the tables against them and be the last one standing instead.
  6. ...Oh well. It's good to have aims, isn't it?

crystal_clear: (sherlock & john)
1. I keep on forgetting that today's a Monday instead of Sunday. Only shows how much I wish for more time before the exams next week, on November first...

2. Maybe I shouldn't fret too much about - oh, almost everything! Like, timing, not pissing people off, etc...because God Knows best, yeah?

3. Comments on anything - be it on Youtube, FB or on the message boards - can be delightfully hilarious. Others are utter rubbish.
Take note, however, that 80% of the comments posted on political blogs are purely rubbish, made up of nothing more but emotional and unintellectual drivel. Yup.

4. I really should spend my time more wisely instead of feeling sorry for myself up to 90% of the time.

5. Nowadays I'm taking 2 cups of Nescafe in a day. I do hope that's all right because...well, even if I'm abusing caffeine, I'd like for it not to mess with my health.

6. Slow Internet connection is evil. It sucks up your time and causes you frustration. I've better things to do than just wait in front of the screen and wait for things to finish loading. No wonder my eyes are getting worse...

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