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  <title>chiaroscuro</title>
  <subtitle>shades of contrasts</subtitle>
  <author>
    <name>diamanté</name>
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  <updated>2022-01-17T05:26:01Z</updated>
  <dw:journal username="crystal_clear" type="personal"/>
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    <id>tag:dreamwidth.org,2010-09-20:641204:70208</id>
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    <title>Perpetual</title>
    <published>2022-01-17T05:26:01Z</published>
    <updated>2022-01-17T05:26:01Z</updated>
    <dw:security>public</dw:security>
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    <content type="html">&lt;p&gt;Why does this keep on happening to me??!!&lt;/p&gt;

&lt;p&gt;Always getting the short end of the stick.&lt;/p&gt;

&lt;p&gt;Always missing out.&lt;/p&gt;

&lt;p&gt;Always.&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=crystal_clear&amp;ditemid=70208" width="30" height="12" alt="comment count unavailable" style="vertical-align: middle;"/&gt; comments</content>
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  <entry>
    <id>tag:dreamwidth.org,2010-09-20:641204:70049</id>
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    <title>Success!</title>
    <published>2021-12-01T15:33:23Z</published>
    <updated>2021-12-01T15:33:23Z</updated>
    <dw:security>public</dw:security>
    <dw:reply-count>0</dw:reply-count>
    <content type="html">&lt;p&gt;14% similarity!&lt;/p&gt;

&lt;p&gt;Somehow I did it.&lt;/p&gt;

&lt;p&gt;Now, on to the next part…&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=crystal_clear&amp;ditemid=70049" width="30" height="12" alt="comment count unavailable" style="vertical-align: middle;"/&gt; comments</content>
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  <entry>
    <id>tag:dreamwidth.org,2010-09-20:641204:69669</id>
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    <title>Silver Lining?</title>
    <published>2021-02-06T01:14:51Z</published>
    <updated>2021-02-06T01:14:51Z</updated>
    <dw:security>public</dw:security>
    <dw:reply-count>0</dw:reply-count>
    <content type="html">&lt;p&gt;Maybe this is God telling me to go easy/stop my Genshin Impact obsession.&lt;/p&gt;

&lt;p&gt;And to spend less money on wishes and less time on the game as a whole.&lt;/p&gt;

&lt;p&gt;Sigh.&lt;/p&gt;

&lt;p&gt;I am an adult with responsibilities after all.&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=crystal_clear&amp;ditemid=69669" width="30" height="12" alt="comment count unavailable" style="vertical-align: middle;"/&gt; comments</content>
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  <entry>
    <id>tag:dreamwidth.org,2010-09-20:641204:69525</id>
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    <title>WDF</title>
    <published>2021-02-03T10:30:55Z</published>
    <updated>2021-02-03T10:30:55Z</updated>
    <category term="life"/>
    <category term="fml"/>
    <category term="gaming"/>
    <category term="angst!"/>
    <category term="forlorn"/>
    <category term="genshin impact"/>
    <dw:mood>frustrated</dw:mood>
    <dw:security>public</dw:security>
    <dw:reply-count>0</dw:reply-count>
    <content type="html">...why is my gatcha luck in Genshin Impact abysmally bad? I mean, this is 100% reliance on (soft) pity.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;People are pulling Diluc left and right...and I'm still Diluc-less.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;WHAT&amp;nbsp;THE&amp;nbsp;EFFING&amp;nbsp;F*CK&amp;nbsp;MAN&amp;nbsp;THIS&amp;nbsp;SUCKS.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=crystal_clear&amp;ditemid=69525" width="30" height="12" alt="comment count unavailable" style="vertical-align: middle;"/&gt; comments</content>
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  <entry>
    <id>tag:dreamwidth.org,2010-09-20:641204:69167</id>
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    <title>Illusion of Happiness</title>
    <published>2021-01-11T14:33:17Z</published>
    <updated>2021-01-11T14:33:17Z</updated>
    <category term="life"/>
    <category term="fml"/>
    <category term="angst!"/>
    <category term="forlorn"/>
    <dw:music>Boy with Luv - BTS</dw:music>
    <dw:mood>cynical</dw:mood>
    <dw:security>public</dw:security>
    <dw:reply-count>1</dw:reply-count>
    <content type="html">&amp;nbsp;Sometimes I crave for things that seem to forever elude me.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=crystal_clear&amp;ditemid=69167" width="30" height="12" alt="comment count unavailable" style="vertical-align: middle;"/&gt; comments</content>
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  <entry>
    <id>tag:dreamwidth.org,2010-09-20:641204:68899</id>
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    <title>Figures</title>
    <published>2021-01-10T10:08:41Z</published>
    <updated>2021-01-10T10:08:41Z</updated>
    <dw:security>public</dw:security>
    <dw:reply-count>0</dw:reply-count>
    <content type="html">&lt;p&gt;This is why I don’t fall in love for real.&lt;/p&gt;

&lt;p&gt;Even crushes - ones that I know would never end up as anything serious - have an ability to incapacitate me.&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=crystal_clear&amp;ditemid=68899" width="30" height="12" alt="comment count unavailable" style="vertical-align: middle;"/&gt; comments</content>
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  <entry>
    <id>tag:dreamwidth.org,2010-09-20:641204:68758</id>
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    <title>Forward</title>
    <published>2020-12-31T15:47:31Z</published>
    <updated>2020-12-31T15:47:31Z</updated>
    <dw:security>public</dw:security>
    <dw:reply-count>0</dw:reply-count>
    <content type="html">Dare I hope for a better year ahead?&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=crystal_clear&amp;ditemid=68758" width="30" height="12" alt="comment count unavailable" style="vertical-align: middle;"/&gt; comments</content>
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  <entry>
    <id>tag:dreamwidth.org,2010-09-20:641204:68427</id>
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    <title>Big No</title>
    <published>2020-12-23T12:02:35Z</published>
    <updated>2020-12-23T12:05:24Z</updated>
    <category term="money matters"/>
    <category term="gaming"/>
    <category term="genshin impact"/>
    <category term="lessons in living"/>
    <dw:music>Dynamite - BTS</dw:music>
    <dw:mood>crushed</dw:mood>
    <dw:security>public</dw:security>
    <dw:reply-count>0</dw:reply-count>
    <content type="html">One should not indulge in gacha when one's luck is bad.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=crystal_clear&amp;ditemid=68427" width="30" height="12" alt="comment count unavailable" style="vertical-align: middle;"/&gt; comments</content>
  </entry>
  <entry>
    <id>tag:dreamwidth.org,2010-09-20:641204:68189</id>
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    <title>FINALLY</title>
    <published>2020-11-30T15:19:38Z</published>
    <updated>2020-11-30T15:19:38Z</updated>
    <dw:security>public</dw:security>
    <dw:reply-count>0</dw:reply-count>
    <content type="html">&lt;p&gt;Sweet Childe of mine...!!!&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=crystal_clear&amp;ditemid=68189" width="30" height="12" alt="comment count unavailable" style="vertical-align: middle;"/&gt; comments</content>
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  <entry>
    <id>tag:dreamwidth.org,2010-09-20:641204:68074</id>
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    <title>Just Sayin’</title>
    <published>2020-11-19T15:33:53Z</published>
    <updated>2020-11-19T15:33:53Z</updated>
    <dw:security>public</dw:security>
    <dw:reply-count>0</dw:reply-count>
    <content type="html">&lt;p&gt;Just because you can, doesn’t mean you should.&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=crystal_clear&amp;ditemid=68074" width="30" height="12" alt="comment count unavailable" style="vertical-align: middle;"/&gt; comments</content>
  </entry>
  <entry>
    <id>tag:dreamwidth.org,2010-09-20:641204:67698</id>
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    <title>Stagnant</title>
    <published>2020-11-16T22:42:45Z</published>
    <updated>2020-11-16T22:42:45Z</updated>
    <dw:security>public</dw:security>
    <dw:reply-count>0</dw:reply-count>
    <content type="html">&lt;p&gt;Nasty people almost never change for the better. If anything, their true colours get revealed unfiltered, unabashedly.&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=crystal_clear&amp;ditemid=67698" width="30" height="12" alt="comment count unavailable" style="vertical-align: middle;"/&gt; comments</content>
  </entry>
  <entry>
    <id>tag:dreamwidth.org,2010-09-20:641204:67396</id>
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    <title>End of Times</title>
    <published>2020-11-16T10:20:40Z</published>
    <updated>2020-11-16T10:20:40Z</updated>
    <dw:security>public</dw:security>
    <dw:reply-count>0</dw:reply-count>
    <content type="html">&lt;p&gt;We are being bossed around by incompetent people.&lt;/p&gt;

&lt;p&gt;Incompetent and sadistic.&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=crystal_clear&amp;ditemid=67396" width="30" height="12" alt="comment count unavailable" style="vertical-align: middle;"/&gt; comments</content>
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  <entry>
    <id>tag:dreamwidth.org,2010-09-20:641204:67143</id>
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    <title>Mood</title>
    <published>2020-11-07T00:48:36Z</published>
    <updated>2020-11-07T00:48:36Z</updated>
    <dw:security>public</dw:security>
    <dw:reply-count>0</dw:reply-count>
    <content type="html">&lt;p&gt;Done with having dreams&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=crystal_clear&amp;ditemid=67143" width="30" height="12" alt="comment count unavailable" style="vertical-align: middle;"/&gt; comments</content>
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  <entry>
    <id>tag:dreamwidth.org,2010-09-20:641204:67013</id>
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    <title>Biting More than I Can Chew</title>
    <published>2020-10-20T14:07:36Z</published>
    <updated>2020-10-20T14:19:49Z</updated>
    <category term="telly"/>
    <category term="this is why we can't have nice things"/>
    <category term="fml"/>
    <category term="exams are evil"/>
    <dw:mood>distressed</dw:mood>
    <dw:security>public</dw:security>
    <dw:reply-count>0</dw:reply-count>
    <content type="html">My To Watch shows on &lt;em&gt;Netflix&lt;/em&gt; is getting unrealistically long.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;My books to read - academic books, more than my leisure ones - are also piling up.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;And yet time is running out.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=crystal_clear&amp;ditemid=67013" width="30" height="12" alt="comment count unavailable" style="vertical-align: middle;"/&gt; comments</content>
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  <entry>
    <id>tag:dreamwidth.org,2010-09-20:641204:66592</id>
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    <title>On A Roll</title>
    <published>2020-10-18T14:33:18Z</published>
    <updated>2020-10-20T14:10:31Z</updated>
    <category term="exams are evil"/>
    <dw:security>public</dw:security>
    <dw:reply-count>0</dw:reply-count>
    <content type="html">&lt;p&gt;I should be more productive, but...&lt;/p&gt;

&lt;p&gt;Sigh.&lt;/p&gt;

&lt;p&gt;Why am I like this.&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=crystal_clear&amp;ditemid=66592" width="30" height="12" alt="comment count unavailable" style="vertical-align: middle;"/&gt; comments</content>
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  <entry>
    <id>tag:dreamwidth.org,2010-09-20:641204:66419</id>
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    <title>Expenses</title>
    <published>2020-10-14T15:22:32Z</published>
    <updated>2020-10-14T15:28:15Z</updated>
    <category term="apple"/>
    <category term="regret bites"/>
    <category term="money matters"/>
    <dw:mood>sore</dw:mood>
    <dw:security>public</dw:security>
    <dw:reply-count>0</dw:reply-count>
    <content type="html">Looks like my laptop is already in its twilight years.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Not a good time too, especially with my research paper and all.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Maybe next year, I'll get a replacement. Or, knowing my hoarding tendencies, a complement.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;...Am I regretting my spending streak from before? Perhaps.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=crystal_clear&amp;ditemid=66419" width="30" height="12" alt="comment count unavailable" style="vertical-align: middle;"/&gt; comments</content>
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  <entry>
    <id>tag:dreamwidth.org,2010-09-20:641204:66104</id>
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    <title>A Sign that Maturity is Far Away</title>
    <published>2020-10-02T15:38:36Z</published>
    <updated>2020-10-20T14:20:50Z</updated>
    <category term="need more creative tags"/>
    <category term="angst!"/>
    <dw:mood>blah</dw:mood>
    <dw:security>public</dw:security>
    <dw:reply-count>0</dw:reply-count>
    <content type="html">I've been basking too much in idleness that the prospect of returning to my books is too daunting to handle.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;And so, I return to my time-wasters...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=crystal_clear&amp;ditemid=66104" width="30" height="12" alt="comment count unavailable" style="vertical-align: middle;"/&gt; comments</content>
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  <entry>
    <id>tag:dreamwidth.org,2010-09-20:641204:65687</id>
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    <title>So Much For That</title>
    <published>2020-09-05T05:29:06Z</published>
    <updated>2020-09-05T05:46:28Z</updated>
    <category term="angst!"/>
    <dw:mood>aggravated</dw:mood>
    <dw:security>public</dw:security>
    <dw:reply-count>0</dw:reply-count>
    <content type="html">I&amp;nbsp;just found out what is the best way to diet.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Lack of water supply.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Now I'm too scared to eat or drink.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=crystal_clear&amp;ditemid=65687" width="30" height="12" alt="comment count unavailable" style="vertical-align: middle;"/&gt; comments</content>
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  <entry>
    <id>tag:dreamwidth.org,2010-09-20:641204:65414</id>
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    <title>Like A Broken Record</title>
    <published>2020-05-25T16:02:06Z</published>
    <updated>2020-10-20T14:11:14Z</updated>
    <category term="anime"/>
    <dw:security>public</dw:security>
    <dw:reply-count>0</dw:reply-count>
    <content type="html">&lt;i&gt;Sarazanmai&lt;/i&gt;’s repetitiveness is getting on my nerves&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=crystal_clear&amp;ditemid=65414" width="30" height="12" alt="comment count unavailable" style="vertical-align: middle;"/&gt; comments</content>
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  <entry>
    <id>tag:dreamwidth.org,2010-09-20:641204:65208</id>
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    <title>Get Real</title>
    <published>2020-04-01T13:05:07Z</published>
    <updated>2020-10-20T14:13:46Z</updated>
    <category term="post needs a better title"/>
    <category term="regret bites"/>
    <category term="fml"/>
    <category term="money matters"/>
    <dw:security>public</dw:security>
    <dw:reply-count>0</dw:reply-count>
    <content type="html">I shouldn’t be buying anymore stuff just to while away my time because my room just has too many things already...!!!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=crystal_clear&amp;ditemid=65208" width="30" height="12" alt="comment count unavailable" style="vertical-align: middle;"/&gt; comments</content>
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  <entry>
    <id>tag:dreamwidth.org,2010-09-20:641204:64995</id>
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    <title>Stark Obvious</title>
    <published>2020-03-27T12:12:13Z</published>
    <updated>2020-03-27T12:12:13Z</updated>
    <category term="people"/>
    <category term="opprobium"/>
    <category term="forlorn"/>
    <dw:security>public</dw:security>
    <dw:reply-count>0</dw:reply-count>
    <content type="html">My institution should be shut down totally.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The incompetence and the inadequacy are just too much to be easily forgiven&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=crystal_clear&amp;ditemid=64995" width="30" height="12" alt="comment count unavailable" style="vertical-align: middle;"/&gt; comments</content>
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  <entry>
    <id>tag:dreamwidth.org,2010-09-20:641204:64723</id>
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    <title>Disgraceful</title>
    <published>2020-03-08T10:32:11Z</published>
    <updated>2020-03-08T10:32:11Z</updated>
    <category term="regret bites"/>
    <category term="fragments"/>
    <dw:security>public</dw:security>
    <dw:reply-count>0</dw:reply-count>
    <content type="html">So much for self control.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=crystal_clear&amp;ditemid=64723" width="30" height="12" alt="comment count unavailable" style="vertical-align: middle;"/&gt; comments</content>
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    <id>tag:dreamwidth.org,2010-09-20:641204:64470</id>
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    <title>GDI Not Again</title>
    <published>2020-03-07T04:14:35Z</published>
    <updated>2020-03-07T04:14:35Z</updated>
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    <category term="regret bites"/>
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    <content type="html">My hastiness has cost me yet again.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I never seem to learn.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=crystal_clear&amp;ditemid=64470" width="30" height="12" alt="comment count unavailable" style="vertical-align: middle;"/&gt; comments</content>
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    <title>There is No Redeeming Quality</title>
    <published>2020-03-02T10:54:05Z</published>
    <updated>2020-03-02T10:54:05Z</updated>
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    <content type="html">No hope in sight.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;At this point, any optimism is equal to delusion.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=crystal_clear&amp;ditemid=64014" width="30" height="12" alt="comment count unavailable" style="vertical-align: middle;"/&gt; comments</content>
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    <title>That Escalated Quickly</title>
    <published>2020-02-25T01:35:12Z</published>
    <updated>2020-02-25T01:35:12Z</updated>
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    <content type="html">From dislike to absolute disdain.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I seem to have a penchant for picking conflicts with other people.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Pretty certain I’m the wronged party here though.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Because those scums have no sense of respect.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=crystal_clear&amp;ditemid=63844" width="30" height="12" alt="comment count unavailable" style="vertical-align: middle;"/&gt; comments</content>
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