Here I Go Again

The heart never learns.

Alas, the brain is the same too.

I hate how easily I can fall for somebody. And to overthink. And overcomplicate things.

I don't think I'm a lost cause - okay, maybe not too badly - but I suppose I can understand how people can just...don't reciprocate a feeling. Because life is never that simple, never that perfect.

What I don't understand is how less worthy people end up paired whereas I am #foreveralone.

(Oops, did I sound rather egoistical there?)

I know it's just not my time. Yet? Or is it ever going to be?

Maybe I shouldn't rush things. But time is not exactly on my side.

I suppose in a way...this is rather suicidal of me.

Apologies.