PTSD

1. Dear Lord.

I know that I sound ungrateful, and that I should put more faith in You, for surely You are the Best of Planners.

And yet, I am only human of many faults, and I cannot help but feel this way.

Please do not punish me for my weakness.

For I still need You in my affairs.

Without You, I am nothing.

2. I need a break. From work, from toxic people, from studying...

...and from myself too, however that is.