chiaroscuro

My To Watch shows on Netflix is getting unrealistically long.

My books to read - academic books, more than my leisure ones - are also piling up.

And yet time is running out.

1. Dear Lord.

I know that I sound ungrateful, and that I should put more faith in You, for surely You are the Best of Planners.

And yet, I am only human of many faults, and I cannot help but feel this way.

Please do not punish me for my weakness.

For I still need You in my affairs.

Without You, I am nothing.

2. I need a break. From work, from toxic people, from studying...

...and from myself too, however that is.

What, just WHAT.

Why am I on youtube, reminiscing the good old music from yore and exploring some fresh songvids...

...when I should be studying the eff out.

DEAR GOD HELP.

If this ain't an SOS then I don't know what is.

It's getting too obvious that my laziness knows no bounds. I can't even be bothered to think of a proper title for a stupid blog post!

It's scary what obsession can make people do.

It's incomprehensible how people can just not learn from their past mistakes (I'm looking at myself here, fml).

Argh.