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1. So I tried the World of Final Fantasy Dungeon Demo.

It was...painfully average. I dig the turn based aspect, but the stacking and unstacking of your playable characters? The pokemon gotta-catch-'em-all mirages...

Here's to hoping that the preorder bonus will be worth the wait.

2. I swear, my hospital is mostly run by idiots. And there is some contribution in the form of "primary team specialists" in that band of idiots.

Professionalism is dying, and so's mine. Because unfortunately, there's no way I can maintain my composure being surrounded by these buggers.

I'm sorry I can't be the better one in all this shyte.

3. I have another addition to my long list of unhealthy obsessions.

The housecat.

...I'm turning into your typical single old lady stereotype. Goddamnit.

1. Remember what I once said about pre-ordering FFXV?

I actually preordered World of Final Fantasy instead. The reason being the Day One edition extras are so damned tempting (Chibi!Sephiroth and Japanese voiceovers), and I'm really aching for some old fashioned turn-based RPG.

Besides, it's cheaper than the price of FFXV. Which I'll probably get later down the line.

...How later? At the rate I'm splurging, I'm not giving any specific details.

2. I actually completed FFXIII. Now all that's left are the postgame missions...and if I'm really serious (...), I'll move on upgrading items and such.

3. I should get back and finish Tales of Xillia too someday. Tales of Xillia II is collecting dust. Not as bad as Tales of Symphonia Chronicles, but still...

4. Life is a cycle. Which probably explains why there's so many remakes and rehashes and reboots.

I yearn for something new.

...Which probably explains why I'm not _that_ ecstatic about a FFVII remake, because real life demands utmost priority.

How do you know when is the best time to bail out?

When you know that there is nothing worth fighting for. That things are never going to become better.

That you are essentially fighting a losing battle.

When you are in danger of losing your sanity. Yourself.

Because that is how I feel about work. No matter how much dedication(?) or sacrifice that I've exhibited, everything seems to fall apart. My superiors - most of them, anyway - are so irresponsible it's extremely foolish to take orders from them.