Time, Off. Yes, Not Time Out..

Considering that time is of essence right now, a time out is the last thing I have.

My sense of timing is always off. It's always not in tandem with others - when I'm early, others are late, and vice versa.

It so screwed!

And honestly, why am I not acting out my desperation? All this panicking and getting depressed in not taking me anywhere - especially where I want to be!

Self, what on God's Earth is wrong with you!?

(So now you see how the title of this entry makes sense...)