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This is really getting out of hand.
Seeing or not - it hurts either way.
And...as much as I try to focus on my work, after a certain point I just want to take five and breathe in, to assure myself that I am still alive and that I am still in charge of my own body.
When will my luck change? Will Fate ever smile upon me, now that I'm incapable of an honest smile towards my own person?
...I hate myself right now. How low could you get, self!?
Seeing or not - it hurts either way.
And...as much as I try to focus on my work, after a certain point I just want to take five and breathe in, to assure myself that I am still alive and that I am still in charge of my own body.
When will my luck change? Will Fate ever smile upon me, now that I'm incapable of an honest smile towards my own person?
...I hate myself right now. How low could you get, self!?
