Zetsubou shita!

[crystal_clear]

1. I don't like persistent people who just don't seem to care about other people. I just don't.


2. I just realised that I kind of hate the juniors. Uncouth people. Hmph.


3. Perhaps, deep down, everyone is selfish in his or her own way. Could I hold on to this conviction as canon?
4. It's tiring, feeling like a martyr day in and day out. Why do I keep doing it, then? Does it stem from this irritating "holier-than-thou" attitude? Or is it just ego?


5. Indeed, within every hardship there is ease. It just depends if you can actually find and pave your way through it.There is no time. While I'm busy drowning in my angst, those people have already moved on. I can hardly give them that advantage, can I? It just ain't right, especially after how they crushed my feelings, my hopes.Maybe a friend was right when she remarked that I'm a lone ranger. But maybe - just maybe - I can turn the tables against them and be the last one standing instead.

...Oh well. It's good to have aims, isn't it?